No really. I mean it!
It's amazing.. the mundane shit we put up with just to eventually have some magical, inspired moment.
I'm sitting in the ear training lab listening to midi chords... trying to identify them. And I tell myself that it will pay off. Most of what I spend my time doing doesn't mean anything. Or doesn't mean that much. But it's all meant to be part of the bigger fantasy, so I sit in the ear training lab before spring break, I make flashcards, I buy a new tire, brush my teeth, put on clean socks.. and it's all supposed to be a part of the bigger plan. But the thing is, I don't really have a bigger plan. It's more of a pretty glowing light in the distance that I'm running towards, but I don't even know what it is. And I probably never will, but I'll keep doing these things, taking care of business... bathing... and all of that
Friday, March 5, 2010
here's to banal bullshit
Posted by Cecilia Miller at 11:49 AM
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This is exactly how I felt every day of my life in the school of music. As soon as you are done with one thing another harder one pops up and you don't even really know if it is worth it because we can't see the future. 75% of school is a waste of time anyway.
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