praying seems like a good idea

(jenny holzer)

Let's turn "love" into a verb again. Let's show that we care instead of telling it.




PS: damnit damnit damnit

here's to banal bullshit

No really. I mean it!
It's amazing.. the mundane shit we put up with just to eventually have some magical, inspired moment.
I'm sitting in the ear training lab listening to midi chords... trying to identify them. And I tell myself that it will pay off. Most of what I spend my time doing doesn't mean anything. Or doesn't mean that much. But it's all meant to be part of the bigger fantasy, so I sit in the ear training lab before spring break, I make flashcards, I buy a new tire, brush my teeth, put on clean socks.. and it's all supposed to be a part of the bigger plan. But the thing is, I don't really have a bigger plan. It's more of a pretty glowing light in the distance that I'm running towards, but I don't even know what it is. And I probably never will, but I'll keep doing these things, taking care of business... bathing... and all of that